dear you,
what does she even know? does she know what that scar near your groin is from? does she know that when you get your top lip licked while you’re being kissed that it makes your whole body shiver? does she know you have no feeling from the waist to the top of your thigh on the left side of your body? does she know you have a deviated septum? does she know that you’re an absolute wimp when you get sick? does she know you sleep on the right side of the bed, naked? does she know that ridiculous face you get when you’re about to climax? does she know what you look like in a pair of her pants? does she know that the first time you smoked hookah you were so afraid to cough? does she know you’d rather wear sleeveless shirts? does she know how you get when somethings wrong? can she tell by just one look? does she know what position you like best, and that morning sex is always your favourite? does she know that chocolate makes your mouth water so you hate it? does she know you hate lasagna? does she know you can ski backwards? does she know your middle name is gerardus? does she know that sometimes you’d rather just sit away from everyone else? does she know that mythbusters and dirty jobs and time warp are your favourite shows? does she know that the order and constantine are your favourite movies? does she know you watched your grandfather die? does she know you’re number 10? does she know you listen to seabear? does she know that that scar on your forearm is from a radio antenna? does she know you have a birth mark on your tongue? does she know you can play drums on rockband on like expert? does she know you love that disgusting fedora? does she know you wear tysons clothes? does she know what you’d do if she got pregnant? does she know you could eat your way out of anything? does she know that your greatest fear is dying alone? does she know you want to move to australia and be a diver? does she know you want your tongue pierced? does she know that when you’re on shrooms everything seems so significant? does she know you absolutely RADIATE heat (are her hands always cold in yours)? does she know that you hate being told what to do? does she know where you keep everything you hide from your parents? does she know how you hurt yourself? does she know what you look like with a center part with your hair behind your ears? does she know what it feels like to hold your hand so tightly because you’re scared of what you’re watching? does she know what look you give when you’re pissed off, or annoyed, or happy, or teasing? does she know you like sleeping alone best, but you spoon and cuddle better than anyone else? does she know that you like the smell of got 2 b 2 sexy hairspray best? does she know what makes you cry? does she know what makes you laugh? does she know how fast your hair grows? does she know that you hate playing alone in band? does she know why hayley broke up with you? does she know you lost your virginity in grade 7 to a girl with one boob? does she know what buttons to push? does she know when you say you’ll always be there, that you dont mean it? does she know that you like how travis barker runs his hands through shanna’s moaklers hair all the time? does she know how cute you are when you pretend to be retarded? does she know how much it tickles when you hum in her ear? does she know what it feels like to be wearing matching velvet pants? does she know you’re afraid of larry? what does she know about you. i wish i didn’t know so much. i try to let you go every single day, but i adore way too many things about you. i have to much hope for you. for me. for us.
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